My Sancturay~

Funny how God works....

You are bitter, angry and furious with the world.. and wonder why God forsake you... And then when you cry and cry, feeling broken and rejected, everything just come flooding back at you.

Let's bring you back to the days of The Chronicles of Narnia- The Lion, the witch and the wardrobe.

The glorious beautiful Lion called Aslan, died in Edward's place... just because he kinda gave his 'life' to the witch.. and deserved death coz he betrayed Aslan. Yet, Aslan died in his place... despite the fact that he was actually dying for the very person who betrayed him.

God didn't have to die for us.. He could have just left us alone... Yet He did...

God didn't have to answer my cries and desperate pleas- as i wondered and pondered furiously (it's much worst than that though)- yet he answered... In an amazing way.

I realised I don't vocalize my thoughts... what i do is that i use songs and music to express how i feel... If I'm angry, the songs would reflect it.. If feeling betrayed, i will find songs that reflect it....

And that's how i serve God. Through music, singing and dancing...

I realised that. And i am glad that i went through such a depressing moment on Saturday.. because it made me wonder and feel awed by God's love and amazing grace...

It's coz of that i could seriously worship the Lord with all abandonment... and cleared up some things in my life...

I won't settle for second best! I am not loved because i am a possibililty. I'm loved because it is given to me freely. It's who i am, broken, weak and bruised... that is who God loves... God loves me...

I can only imagine- Amy Grant
I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side
I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

Chorus:
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

Verse 2:
I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son
I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine


That is what i think.. that is how i feel... and i realise it now... :D

10:15 pm

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999