I love analogies. And hence i will try to paint one out right now to describe my life...
I feel like i am in this empty black dark room, with only a torch light with me. That is my only source of light, my only link to sanity, my only reason for living. But everyone know that batteries only last for a period of time. And guess what? I don't have any more batteries. Now, the light is flicking, in a danger of dying out. And i am crying, wondering whether help will be on the way. Or would i be lost in the room forever.
Utterly depressing? Perhaps. But hey, that is just how i think and feel. *grinz* deep inside, that is the state of my life. And guess what, no one is hearing it clearly. The people i love and care don't really hear it clearly. But then, i am sobbing, not making outright wailing sounds. So i guess it would be tough for anyone to hear it. *shrug*
Don't fret... i should be able to find some spare batteries...
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999