My Sancturay~

"Don't cry."Someone whispered. However she failed to listen as she continued to sob.

She cried over the things that were said to her. She cried over the hurtful things she said to others. She cried over the hatred she had towards her low self esteem and her unwillingness to speak her mind. She cried over the scars that were visible on her heart.

"Damn it! Don't cry!" A voice echoed through her minds. She tried to hold back her sobs, only to feel the spreading ache across her chest as she took in a deep breath before shedding tears once more, unable to stop it.

"Useless!" The voice scolded her. "Could you do anything else besides crying."

"Shut up!" She shouted back. "Just shut up!" She shouted once more before looking at herself in the mirror. "Can you just shut up and stop crying! It's useless crying you silly!" She said before forcing herself to smile. She made sure that her smile was kept in place before putting her mask back- her mask that showed the world that she is a carefree girl who could take jokes and take things at her stride, even if she interprets words into signs of hurt, anger and rejection towards her..

She could take it slow- after all, everything is just a facade. Right? Damn, she doesn't even recongise herself in the mirror anymore.

12:02 am

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999