If you are not going to care for us.. why do you even bother to try??
Everyone deems us as crazy, troublesome and only use us when they need it. They demand for respect and want us to acknowledge them. Hello? Are they even acknowledging us?
Perhaps I'm spoiled by the people that i could talk to. However, when the one person i thought i could depend on just don't seem to care, it kinda set me off. Fine! For months i waited, and waited. And now, you don't even care. Not only me.. but the ones around you who look up to you.
What happened? When did you become so judgemental and so harsh in your words? Was I blinded earlier on??? I hate it. Because when I opened up, shed tears even in front of you... you were like a rock i can depend on. Now? I feel ashame. Coz you know all my weaknesses and my faults. And somehow i seem more vulnerable....
Are we adolscences so troublesome? That you juggle and juggle.. and when you drop the ball, you drop the one that seems to take up the most energy? Us? Tell us, who can we talk to? Our friends? Parents? Heh... Perhaps this taught me.. in this world, you can't depend on anyone.. or anything...
Not even you... nor me!
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999