My Sancturay~

yes.. i caused this blog to lapse again.. sorry for that.. :)

What happened? I still can't say exactly what is happening in my life. but it is the hardest journey i would ever make. It would force me to give up my dreams... everything i stood for, striving to be different and unique..

and it fell all over again

It does seem like dejavu.. i tried my best to go into a better JC.. only to realise that my capability is only that of the school that i attended.

Now, i am fighting for survival in my course.. to the point that i wounder whether i should go on dragging my feet for clinicals and life.

Quite disillusion with life.. and of course guys... Sometimes i wonder whether will i ever end up being a spinster.. without even going out with anyone.

And to think that my dream when i was young is to remain single- Ms Independent..

With life crumbling down.. sometimes i wonder.. what is life honestly about... to just slog through life and make do of measly crumbs of contentment? Or to have something more fulfilling, enriching.. and of course,enjoyable...

10:46 pm

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999