yes.. i caused this blog to lapse again.. sorry for that.. :)
What happened? I still can't say exactly what is happening in my life. but it is the hardest journey i would ever make. It would force me to give up my dreams... everything i stood for, striving to be different and unique..
and it fell all over again
It does seem like dejavu.. i tried my best to go into a better JC.. only to realise that my capability is only that of the school that i attended.
Now, i am fighting for survival in my course.. to the point that i wounder whether i should go on dragging my feet for clinicals and life.
Quite disillusion with life.. and of course guys... Sometimes i wonder whether will i ever end up being a spinster.. without even going out with anyone.
And to think that my dream when i was young is to remain single- Ms Independent..
With life crumbling down.. sometimes i wonder.. what is life honestly about... to just slog through life and make do of measly crumbs of contentment? Or to have something more fulfilling, enriching.. and of course,enjoyable...
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999