Once more.. i have to be disillusion regarding the guys that i know.
Haiz~ It is sad.. sometimes as a girl you doubt yourself as a lady and wonder what is exactly wrong with you. Is it the way you carry yourself, or is it more the way how guys look at you- friend, sister.. anything except something more.
When i had time speculating what on earth the guy was talking about- i realise that he was already interested in someone else, who is attached. What's wrong with you guys? You guys just want things that you can't get right??!!! So pissing off!
I can just don't care already. If they want to treat me as a friend, then fine, i will treat them as friends. If there is anything from my side, i won't care anymore. I will just treat them like friends.. even if my mind says otherwise.
If they have anything to say- i will wait for them to spit it out. I ain't going to be independent modern lady who will do things... The guys want to get things done, then they jolly well work their way through and slog their ass off before they can win my heart.
I am sick and tired of making a fool of myself around guys. They won't hear anything from me anymore except this 'we are friends right?'
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999