It's strange. After 6 mths of not mixing with guys around my age, the sudden influx of guys is jsut overwhelming.
I was not intending to search for a potential bf or anything along that line.
But it is just that, when i went for orientation, i just feel like i'm not capable to engage a conversation with a guy. And that can be very demoralizing when I see other girls being able to do that. Perhaps i need to lower down my porcupine defence. Either that, or i just can't try to hard to make guys like me.
But i'm quite lovable by nature right?
Sighz~ worrying over such trival stuff is certainly a waste of time.
But sometimes, confidence level can be so low that i had to resort to such tactics to make myself feel good. And i hate that!
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999