My Sancturay~

It was so freaking scary.
I was like talking to one of my JC friends and i told her that I don't care what my first crush in JC do anymore. I am beyond caring.

Then she asked. 'So do you still care for ben?'

And then the first thought was 'yes' and that made me go 'stupid silly me!'.

I'm tired trying to be good, trying to be nice and trying to be safe. I just want to laugh with someone, love someone and be with someone.

Someone who could stand my quirks.
Someone who loves my eccentricity
Someone who could just accept me completely and unconditionally

At the meanwhile, i just want to know that I am not irritating and not some fly one wishes to brush off.

I just crave a simple form of acceptance.

Silly me right?

12:49 am

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999