My Sancturay~

It's amazing that you are still hung up on him.

It's even more amazing to realise that he is still hung up on her...

I always told myself- never compromise for crumbs when you can have the cookie.
Right now, I am settling for the smell of the cookies instead.

It really earnestly shock me to see how much I just wished and longed for someone to just love and care for... I must as well get a dog to do just that. At least it reciprocate your feelings.

But I am not that cold hearted to think that I could survive with a dog. No. I want a relationship.. someone I could take care of, be friend with and who supports me and accept me for who I am...

Now I sound borderline desperate.

I'm not... I just feel so pathatic that I crave for a companion so much that I settled for the smell of cookie.. I have effectively undervalued myself and marketed myself as rejected goods which is being marked down by 90% to the male population.

I refuse to put myself through this again

9:21 pm

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999