My Sancturay~

Feb 10, i swore not to keep in contact.

A few days later, he started flooding my chatterbox constantly.

Talk about reality being a bitch. You are all out to move on. It comes from behind to bite you hard.

Then when you think that life is normal once more, you realise that it isn't reality.. it's nonsense.

I gave up seriously. I don't know any of my PJC friends anymore. Who are they? What they are? If you ask me- eh, do you have anyone who you are in contact with in jc? I tell you, i will say no.

I dont' know who they are. I don't want to try figuring them out either. I'm tired. If they have gatherings, I won't make an effort to go. If Nette ask me to meet up with her and pull Sean and Ben along, I will refuse.

I'm tired, I'm sick of it, of everything. He.. ben... will join my list of guys that I go 'A good anime friend, soccer kaki and NOTHING else. I won't brawl my eyes out over the most sensitive things and the most heart wrenching things. Forget it. I won't brawl it out to anyone in my JC anymore.

I can't do alot of things anymore. That is the price of not choosing the right friends when you are in school. Friends that you can ask them to stay with you for life.

I wonder how many people really know me.

10:59 am

Quotes

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999