I stubbornly refuse to let him get me and control me at this age. If he cares, then he cares. If he doesn't, forget it. I never wanted to settle for crumbs. And you know what, no matter how 'ideal' he is, I will NEVER settle for crumbs.
It isn't about pride, or integrity. It's just self respect. I don't want to force my way in and end up being resented for it. I mean, what for?!? Seriously?!?
So I am going to close it. Not that I won't read his blog. I would. But I refuse to just sigh and wish I can help him through this troubled period. If he wants to mop over a girl who doesn't love him back, then go ahead. It's pathetic. I find myself pathetic. So, I am not being hypocritical as well.
But at the end of the day, at the age of 22, if he thinks that love just ends at one relationship, then I guess he doesn't have the capability to look beyond his circle and realise that life and love is out there to reach out and catch it with both hands..
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999