Sunday, February 10, 2008

I know what I'm going to do...

I stubbornly refuse to let him get me and control me at this age. If he cares, then he cares. If he doesn't, forget it. I never wanted to settle for crumbs. And you know what, no matter how 'ideal' he is, I will NEVER settle for crumbs.

It isn't about pride, or integrity. It's just self respect. I don't want to force my way in and end up being resented for it. I mean, what for?!? Seriously?!?

So I am going to close it. Not that I won't read his blog. I would. But I refuse to just sigh and wish I can help him through this troubled period. If he wants to mop over a girl who doesn't love him back, then go ahead. It's pathetic. I find myself pathetic. So, I am not being hypocritical as well.

But at the end of the day, at the age of 22, if he thinks that love just ends at one relationship, then I guess he doesn't have the capability to look beyond his circle and realise that life and love is out there to reach out and catch it with both hands..

3:44 PM

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-SeishirĊ Sakurazuka X/1999

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