Thursday, March 20, 2008

I'm coming out, stronger... I believe for the first time, I can do this.

*Take in deep breath*

I read his blog before 3 March and then I typed a blog entry for him regarding some issues that he was facing, as a form of encouragement for him, myself and the people who are reading it. In the end, I just overreacted when he asked on my chatbox whether the post was for him... You could figure out that I was not pleased.

I stopped. I stop reading his blog. I don't have to power and the determination to read his blog, be so into his problems, issues and everything and yet be so far away, observing him without being able to reach to him and pet on his shoulder and tell him that things might get better.

So I'm doing it. And so far, it seems to be working. I have to consciously remind myself not to touch his blog link. It is like a drug addict craving for a sniff. But enoguh is enough. So, I hope I can persevere through. *Take in deep breath*. If I have to lose what's left in the friendship, so be it. Because I rather have nothing than to settle for crumbs on the floor...

7:49 PM

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-SeishirĊ Sakurazuka X/1999

May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
October 2006
November 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
February 2010
July 2010
August 2010
September 2010

Eric Sim aka Kukuthebird