I think I should not make rash decisions during this period- when I am stressed out and worried about my examinations. Besides, i am not suppose to be even blogging, since I am having a paper tomorrow.
But sometimes I wonder, when people talk, do they have some merit to it?? I just wish they stop talking so that I don't unconsciously act out the 'self-fulfilling prophesy'. I don't want that to happen. I don't want my first bf to be the one that make me spend half the time on my toes and stressed out.
I want someone who really loves me and accepts me for who I am. I don't want him to be always comparing me with some chit and pretty cute girl just because I do not fit the profile.
Dang. I am thinking too much. But it is horrible to think of just casually 'date' him. I hope that doesn't happen. *shake head* not at all. I don't want it to happen.
I should really talk to J. Like really talk to him and tell him to stop it. :( I don't want everyone to think that the both of us are a couple. But what can I do to stop it besides ignoring him. And I don't think I should do just that...
No, there must be an alternative.. somehow. To stop the talking, be his friend and hopefully find the one who really loves me for me.
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999