Friday, November 21, 2008

I think I should not make rash decisions during this period- when I am stressed out and worried about my examinations. Besides, i am not suppose to be even blogging, since I am having a paper tomorrow.

But sometimes I wonder, when people talk, do they have some merit to it?? I just wish they stop talking so that I don't unconsciously act out the 'self-fulfilling prophesy'. I don't want that to happen. I don't want my first bf to be the one that make me spend half the time on my toes and stressed out.

I want someone who really loves me and accepts me for who I am. I don't want him to be always comparing me with some chit and pretty cute girl just because I do not fit the profile.

Dang. I am thinking too much. But it is horrible to think of just casually 'date' him. I hope that doesn't happen. *shake head* not at all. I don't want it to happen.

I should really talk to J. Like really talk to him and tell him to stop it. :( I don't want everyone to think that the both of us are a couple. But what can I do to stop it besides ignoring him. And I don't think I should do just that...

No, there must be an alternative.. somehow. To stop the talking, be his friend and hopefully find the one who really loves me for me.

10:10 PM

As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-

Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-

Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-

Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-

Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin

Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles

Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki

Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-SeishirĊ Sakurazuka X/1999

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