I think I can slowly put away my little dreams that I had regarding the ones I fancy and just go on with life without them affecting my decisions.
It seems rather drastic right? But I learnt long time ago never to let people who doesn't care influence my decisions in my life. They might be friends, but they will never see me more than that. They have their own group of people that they care and love. Sadly, I don't think I fit into their groups.
So it is goodbye to dreams of BJT and hi to reality. Although I will not turn into a cynic, I will just take a big step of faith and trust God that He will provide me with what I need.
Hope I can be steadfast to this resolution as I brace for attack number 1 tomorrow. I think I should be able to survive unless karma decides to be a bitch.. (which she always does btw..)
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999