I just went to my first Frat Party and I kinda danced with a guy... It was just weird. Perhaps the 3 shots of voldka made me a bit crazy but it was.. weird. How do people actually dance around with faceless people.
Yet, when I was dancing there, i felt.. treasured. Sure, I bet he was just trying to find some cheap lay or some heavy petting. But when I was in his arms.. it felt like I am pretty, gorgeous. It doesn't help that I was wearing something rather scandalous for S'pore standard.
But you know what? I rather dance a slow dance with the guy that I love face to face. I know that will be something that I will treasure for life. Going for a thousand hard fast dancing like what I had will only give a weird sense of emptiness in my heart when the music turns off and the alcohol fades away.
It was during this time that I wished that I danced with someone I like and really love. Two faces came into my head. One was a French guy that is quite cute. The other one is so out of reach that I think I conveniently forgot his name.
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in, that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created. A world of our own, with our rules
-Seishirō Sakurazuka X/1999