I feel rather bogged down.
The last time I felt that way was the never ending mind churning, taunting me on how hopeless I am when it comes to guys.
As usual, I search for friends who can snap me out from my slumber. But even in my weakest moment, I can't find anyone to talk to and just forget about my vulernability.
Is it really bad to find out that I look girlish? I have been so comfortable with blouses/shirt with jeans to the point that I am shocked that I look nice when I dress up.
Then a fear just pounce on me. If I dress up and still don't have guys taking notice of me, then what does it have to say about my femininity? I would be utterly depress after that. I don't really want to use looks to convince people that I am relatable. But I just wish that I even have the personality to back it up.
Self confidence issue... I guess~
3:38 pm
Quotes
As long as you continue to be yourself, that's enough
-Shigure Sohma, Fruit Basket-
Never throw your life away.
-Folken, Escaflowne-
Touya: There are no such things are coincidences in this world--
Kaho: --there is only the inevitable.
-Cardcaptor Sakura-
Nothing costs as much as loving-
except not loving
-C.S Lewis, The four loves-
Love is different for everyone, Yahiko.
Among a hundred different people
there would be a hundred different forms of love
-Okina, Rurouni Kenshin
Sometimes people forget that they have the courage to live.
But as long as they have something in their hearts to believe in,
that courage will never vanish
-Sakura Kinomoto, Tsubasa Chronicles
Regret is just a waste of time for fools
-Cho Hakkai, Saiyuki
Welcome to this illusion I've created.
A world of our own, with our rules
-SeishirÅ Sakurazuka X/1999
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